I don't have that much hw today, so I've decided to blog. Today? hmm..it was somewhat of a horrible day i guess, not really..or at least I don't think I took the horribleness too deep into heart to be convinced that it was a horrible day. uhhmm...woke up and looked in the mirror and found it disguisting. Pimples are not an asthetic aspect a girl would want on her face. My hair was a total mess. Went into chem failing that chem test. Went into math failing that math test. Pretty horrible? ehh....possibly but i try not to beat myself down too hard for that. The worst part is? Seeing the person you were once freinds with stand there in front of you and not say a word. As much as I tell myself to forget about it, don't think about it...to this day I'm still trippin. There's so much that I would like to say to that person but I can't, for if i do ill worsen the very flimsy connection we have now with each other. It's better if I keep my distance, then force that person to talk to me. I'm no pusher. I can see, I can think, and I know my pressence isn't in the best of favors. Ppl change too much. It hurts to see that I don't know them anymore - literally everyone around me. It feels as if I'm pinned down upon this place while everyone around me seems to be moving freverently with time. Things are always different when you're looking from the outside.