I woke up this morning approximately around 11 ish? I'm still pretty tired and I wanna just jump back to bed and sleep but I have hw haha lame right? I've finally decided, I'm gonna let things go the way they wanna go, forget about it and just move on. I think that would give me a better chance to lay low on the stress and able myself to focuss on school and most important of all...FUNN!!! hahaha. My freinds are the BEST friends I could ever imagine to have....cept..theyre mostly guys...which...I'm not allowed to have. Haha ironic huh? I don't have as much girlfreinds as I do with guys. Guys are better anyways...well I think so. Not that I'm obsessed with guys or the boyfriends crap thingy. Sheeshness. But just freinds in general. Girls just have too much drama, while guys are more chill in a sense and that is definately me. I'm a chillaxed person haha. Even though i have so many freinds, not one is my bestest best freind. sad right? i know...tsk tsk tsk. I guess no one best fits for that position here at Alameda High School haha but!! BUT!! I do want a gay guy best freind if I get the chance. :] haha that would be REALLLY cool. Despite the letting go of things I said earlier...I still can't decide if i should quit tennis or not. Half of me wants to stay because its the only sport I'm doing this year..the other half is sick and tired of the bullshit that goes on around in there. OMG somebody, just somebody...what the hell am I to do?? Omg cramps...owww...gonna go eat a banana. They help a lot! forreal. GIRLS! got cramps?? EAT A BANANA! I'm not even lying to you. :]