hey guys...sorry for not updating this as often as ive said i would. lifes been a bit busy. i just wrote this post like 5 minutes ago then the stupid interenet crashed now i have to do it all over again...but i dont wanna do it again. ill just keep this one short and sweet. umm today was broing from school to afterschool. pretty lame day. frisbee was really gay. ehhh...i kinda vented out all my issues in my deleated post at first so i kinda dont wanna reiterate myself. i feel retarded for doing this. no one reads, no one listens, no one understands, and no one cares. i see no point in writing a blog now. but ehh idk. itll be like my personal diary maybe itll be worth something when i die. woahh...the apples on my table are soooo shiny...dangg..oh sorry anyways....so yeah. noting much just living my double life as usual...its very tiring to have a double life. i hate it. whats making me be like this?? im not as happy or as juiced or as..idk..i have no idea whatsoever. a thingy on facebook asks me how lucky i was today, so i clicked the button and it came out to be 95% unlucky...thats...sadly...true....not jsut today but everyday. ehhh..what can i do....lifes life, i get what i deserve. sorry my lifes depressing huh? i know.