Changes

It's been a while huh? i guess i kinda miss blogging. life's been busy. tracks been ehhh. i miss running but quads are hurting. i dont even wanna start. it seems like everyone has left and im still here. everyone is taking on a path of their peference. i guess its ok. who am i to expect ppl to stay? this blog has no point at all im just venting what im feeling right now. Pinning Down Time. pinning down time? i cant do that. wish time could revert itself for me? im not that special. wish there was no time? then what existance am i on this eath? to exist is to desire, to desire is to suffer. i guess thats true. i still desire to hear the sound of the waves. it soothes me. uts 7, or close to it, i should do hw.